little worm missing..

lifeel like wanna hide myself..hidding from everyone i knw..
my heart was pain..
i was stress..
my day 'raining'..
it was cloudy..
i dun understand..
y..??
who can help me 2 take out my heart?
coz it was hurting me..
feel sad..
frens r de most important thg 4 me..
1st place in my list..
but...
i m loosing my direction..
loosing confident..
loosing 'sunlight'..
loosing myself..